something high... (go back »)

i don't know what's cooler... being loved? or loving? or being in love?

when people get struck by the red and swelling old arrows of cupid, who knows what could happen, right? it gets people high and drugged up... as though they OD'd down TJ... and surprisingly, gets a knack at being high, but miraculously wakes up through it all... get up and live life like never before...

it's like being enslaved, and liking it anyway... like being trapped in a prison cell and still get to give thanks for it... it's like being in a maze for all your life and finally getting to the end and liking what you see... wanting what you see... and needing what you see... it's a feeling no one would ever want to get out of... and that feeling is here to stay... for the first time in one's life, loving would be THE selfless thing that could have been ever done possible... it's when people start to think of someone other than themselves... it's when eating and food is not an issue... or sleeping... or even that very expensive gadget you've been saving up for... instead, you get to spend it on the savvy meal for you and your love... it's not about that anymore... it's not about thinking anymore... it's about feeling... giving... loving...

suddenly,  every little thing you do is for someone else... not for the glory of self love... not for self-gratification nor self-satisfaction... it's more about being someone else's slave... not because your in debt... but because you want to be...

love doesn't have to be complicated... it's as simple as saying "i love you,too..." when you know that that's the truth... nothing more... nothing less... just LOVE...

it's no longer about fitness and wealth... it's more of personhood and trust... it's not about how you look at yourself... but how you are in someone else's eyes... view... perspective... and to that person... you are more than enough... more than wonderful... more than perfect...

it takes a long time getting there... but you will... eventually... slowly... but surely...

LOVE will... (24)

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